long time no posssst !

haha. second semesterrrrr sucks ass, but kristennnn is in my history class. cheering's ok. i sat out a quater of the game last night because i was being 'disruptive'. fuck thattt. i was so pissed last week's gossip girl was a rerun. i was effing pissed.

oh yeah, a ton has happened since my last post, dealing with guys... especially one junior who did a hit and run. but besides that, my life is soooo confusing. haha, actually my friend dylan made me realize that my life's not really confusing . ilydyllll ! and today my zebra case for my lgvoyager cameeeeee:) i am soooo excited. it's so sexyyyyyy.

a tribute to a.

a, one of my exbests, is now a nerd, after our friendship ended. basically, i was her only best friends, and she, mine. and now, i found more best friends, and she has friends who don't really like her that much. she's quiet, ugly and nervous. i'm loud, a cheerleader, popular, and not afraid to take risks and i have a selfesteem and confidence. she's the wannabe, i'm the be. simple as that. but i think i was mean to her. haha, not that i'd ever be her friend again. but here's to a, because i think she's deserved it, because i don't think i've ever seen anyone try so hard to be like me in my life. i mean, i care for those who can't be me, and those who want to be me. so if you're reading this, and you're jealous or hatin`, i know you're out there, and i'm reconizing you for your troubles !

my second crisis.

omg, my dad was serious about cutting back on shopping, i just went and bought 4 shirts, 2 lipglosses and 2 sweatshirts, and then he said that he was serious! omg, my second crisis.

i'm lying when i'm telling the truth.

i said i would take a break from css, and i lied. i had to make the line height smaller, it's a peeve. it's what makes my blogs, my blogs:)

2 things to do before i die.

i'm official on ichat noow, so if you want my screename, ask. yeah... so the real point of this was the 2 things to do before i die:

• tell the people i've known how i really feel about them,
  
• audition for a tv show.

good list right? i only thought of 2, so idk. but also, facebook, ask for it.

merry christmas and sorry.

really bad things have been happening over the last month or two, and my gossip is starting to rule my life. and trust me, this will be a very lng post today. first of all, i'm going to take a break from my css and html, and go back to regular templates. things are getting complicated. anyways, i found someone who is interested in me, and i think i might be interested in them too. well, i'm stopping using those fake names, it's way too hard to keep track of who they really are. lol. i hope everyone had an amazing christmas. i know i did (until dinner, i'll explain later). i got a macbook air (!!!! the best) and a thousand giftcards, to sephora and american eagle. haha, the picture is welch's fake wine. lol. but at dinner, my dad said that he going to start cutting my spending... i was completely broken... and it hurt that i was broken, because i'm turning into a materialistic freak, haha, big words. well, actually it's what i've become... and i'm not sorry for it... much. but yeah, i know i need to focus on the bigger things in life, but it's high school. i've finally found my way to the top, and basically, i don't want to sit back and watch it crumble. i need to do something. i'm going to use the fake names, one last time, because i really need to keep you guys updated george* is an asshole, and i'm coming to realize it more and more everyday. but i'm going to keep having fun. yeah, i like this other kid, and i'm not going to look back though all my posts and try to fingure out if i've already mentioned him, but i'll call him jake*. and... maybe i will continue to use the fake names, i just need a key so i can figure out who i'm talking about. hahaha. and btw, i watched don't mess with the zohan, the unrated one, and i've never seen the rated one, but the unrated was so perverted, but incredibly funny. i really can't wait till you guys hear my new year's resolution. haha, it's so impossible. oh yeah, and i forgot, after i switched back to the blogger templates, instead of me making my own, it deleted all of your comments!!! i was so pissed, no joke. anyways, my friends lauren just came to viriginia, and i haven't seen her in 4 years, so we're going to go party downtown:) ily !

crisis.

i feel so hurt, lost and confused.

am i getting... lovesick?

well, maybe. i was watching season 1 episodes of gossip girl, my fav show everrrrr. and i realized that it hurts like hell when you like somebody and they don't feel the same way. can't there be a fairytale ending for everyone? or at least all the pretty people?

getting up for the letdown.

well, bad news first? ok, pricilla* broke up with marcus*, after the used-to-be loving couple had some very intense fights over the weekend. yeah... he's not taking it all too well. i think anne* and tom* are like... still going out? anne hasn't been at school much this week or last week, so idk really. but, she did say she got her first kiss over the weekend (everybody, awhhhh). and the jv cheering uniforms are ugly! but we get to wear our varsity next friday when we do our first halftime. there are some hot, hot, hot guys behind my house. bye!!!

[*names have been changed to protect my social life.]

if there's a soulmate for everyone.

i can't wait for camp tomorrow!

everything changed...

everything changed in just 9 days. well, big news first: i'm a winter cheerleader at my high school. yeah, i know. but my bff, pricilla*, didn't make it. but, her and marcus* are still strong. anne* and tom*!!! they are still going out too! but anne's in the mountians for the weekend. and i have tumble camp all day saturday from 9-3. it feels so surreal for me to be cheerleader. i dress and act like one, but i can't waaaaait till we get our uniforms. can you say sexaaay? lol.

george* completely ignores me now, that asshole. isn't he gonna get jealous when he sees me in that cute outfit when he looks to the sidelines? ahaha. ashley* and the known never-been-kissed horny pimp that we all look forward to hearing about, nathan* made it official: they're together, too. any bets on how long this shit will last? and to warmup your gag reflex, george said ashley was HOT! lol, ew. i mean, me and ash are friends, but george said she was hot?!!

doesn't it seem like this is happening over and over? well, i don't know about you, but i'm getting sick of all the love, kind of... suffocating? well, enjoy the turkey! and why the hell are they already playing christmas music on the radio?! well, 1 month and 4 days till christmas eve. keep your eye out for some drama, because it's always this time of year that the claws come out on the bitchy cheerleaders. oh yeah, that's me! i forgot.

[*names have been changed to protect my social life.]

hello sea.

i'm going driving tomorrow(:

george* can't take any hints. i still like him. why can't he see that?!! happy veteran's day tomorrow.

[*names have been changed to protect my social life.]

add me on facebook, bitches.

i only have 61 friends, depressing, i know. anyways, i just got back from seeing secret life of bees with anne* and it was so sad. we cried so much.

+PLEASE come support some of my best friends preform @gbh (301 west hanbury, in chesapeake, duh). it costs $7, and it will be a really good show (idk the title though). and it starts @7pm. i'm showing up early so me and anne get good seats. see you there!

[*names have been changed to protect my social life]

xanga is overrated.

well, it is.

anne* and i are going to see gbh's play (idk the name... something about gama rays) tomorrow night @ 7pm. meet us there? annnnd, if you're coming, bring all your friends. come support some of my best friends from my rival school (hey, i still love them) and you will too.

don't be a stalker, but if you really want to see it, remember; gbh (301 Hanbury Rd), 7pm sharp, and i'm pretty sure it won't cost more that $10 (if that). pleeeeaase come!

lol, not another teen movie, hilar! i just finished watching it on youtube. not another friday night watch either.

[*names have been changed to protect my social life.]

somethings will never change.

tom* and anne*'s relationship is fine, and (wow, this was really suprising) they have a date planned. george* and me... uh, i don't think so. he met his current girlfriend on facebook (desperate much?) and it really got me pissed. but now i have come to the fact that i can't control his feelings for me (which is 'just friends' which is ok, i guess), you know? pricilla* and i have agreed that we've given michelle* too much power. she was a girl with no friends at the beginning of the year, and we introduced her to everyone. everyone thinks she's so gorgeous, and she's so nice (to everybody!!!) and pricilla and i think it's just annoying now. too much nice, waaaaay too much nice.

[*names have been changed to protect my social life]

my life is so drama filled so i'm gonna... shorten it.

george* is a fucking asshole, but i still feel like i'm in love everytime i'm with him. anne* and tom*'s relationship looks like it's a vacation to somewhere gorgeous. like a dream while you're in the moment, but a vacation only lasts so long. watch out, this could end is tears.

ok, so you might not believe me...

when i say that i really need a blog. yeah, you may have known me from my past blogs and noticed that i only keep them for about a week. the longest blog i've kept was about 2 months. i just know that this time will be so much different because i have to get my problems out. there is more drama in my life now more than ever, you know with george* and i almost forgot to tell you, it's totally official! anne* and tom* are going out. well, they are going out only. anne yells at me whenever i say that they're boyfriend and girlfriend and she argues that they don't have titles yet. welcome to high school, anne. going out does mean that you're bf & gf, and you can't deny it. anyways, george has another girlfriend that he probably met on facebook, but hey, i don't care about the asshole anymore. i still like him, though. you may ask why, but i'm trying the figure out the same question, too. i've tried so hard to get over him in the last month. but you really can't help the feeling you have for someone, right?

well, sorry for the way to long post, i just had to give you the most important updates.